March 2012
So I am fucking livid.
My nana (grandma) lives in these gated apartments and she has been the president of the board for over a year now. There are two men who are always going against her and the other board members and making really ignorant requests. They are both very immature and have been causing havoc in my nanas and the other board members lives.
So today, my fucking 75 year old grandma had to wake up to see...
February 2012
New STD called "feelings" don't catch that shit.
Caught a shoplifter today.
And I was just doing window displays.
So I was working at Pearl Ridge putting up a...
This local family came up and I noticed they were just staring at me.
So I just smiled and then they asked if the wife could take a picture of me.
I was like Ohhh okay..?
But then she told me she liked my hair and I didn’t feel so awkward.
Funny shit.
Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
I want to be fucking normal.
Just fucking decent for once.
I hate that I have to take meds just to feel fucking sane.
Because when I fucking forget to, I feel so god damn mental.
It’s such a fucking dreadful feeling.
Fucking hell.
damnafricawhathappened:
I wish I could close my eyes and be asleep for a hundred years.
Excited for some nice makeout sessions in my bed in about a month.
One episode into Skins season 6 and I'm already...
What the hell, man?
